Prompto was nervous.
That was not the least bit unusual in itself, he had some terrible anxieties that made his life complicated and challenging all at once, all the time, but he'd had a handle on things, at least, he thought so.
He received a letter and turned his world upside down.
All of that hard work had come to fruition and he was now a new friend to the prince, someone he got along with a lot better than he used to. He'd seen and met some of his retainers, some of the people around him. They all seemed nice, if wary, and huge.
Prompto had never been tall, and he was slightly shorter than Noct who seemed short beside his bodyguard Gladio. He was kind of hoping he'd get bigger, but he doubted it.
The longer he spent with Noctis, they'd begun asking him questions about his skills in self-defense, because there could be danger inadvertently. Ignis had been the one to deliver the message that he should learn, and asked him to report to the Citadel one Sunday morning to meet with Cor Leonis - The Marshal - who was going to test him, or teach him, or something.
He was on time, had been escorted to the gym and, dressed in his gym clothes, he was waiting nervously, pressed against a wall to avoid any looks from any of the Glaives around. He couldn't have looked more out of place if he tried, with his black track pants and dark purple t-shirt with a frolicking cartoon chocobo on it.
That was not the least bit unusual in itself, he had some terrible anxieties that made his life complicated and challenging all at once, all the time, but he'd had a handle on things, at least, he thought so.
He received a letter and turned his world upside down.
All of that hard work had come to fruition and he was now a new friend to the prince, someone he got along with a lot better than he used to. He'd seen and met some of his retainers, some of the people around him. They all seemed nice, if wary, and huge.
Prompto had never been tall, and he was slightly shorter than Noct who seemed short beside his bodyguard Gladio. He was kind of hoping he'd get bigger, but he doubted it.
The longer he spent with Noctis, they'd begun asking him questions about his skills in self-defense, because there could be danger inadvertently. Ignis had been the one to deliver the message that he should learn, and asked him to report to the Citadel one Sunday morning to meet with Cor Leonis - The Marshal - who was going to test him, or teach him, or something.
He was on time, had been escorted to the gym and, dressed in his gym clothes, he was waiting nervously, pressed against a wall to avoid any looks from any of the Glaives around. He couldn't have looked more out of place if he tried, with his black track pants and dark purple t-shirt with a frolicking cartoon chocobo on it.
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15/11/18 17:17 (UTC)"You don't have to worry." For a young man with no poker face, this he could lie about.
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17/11/18 18:05 (UTC)"Noctis agreed to let you stay at his place for the mandatory week of observation and bed rest. He and the others also agreed to help look after you until the doctor clears you for your return to training and school."
Or not.
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21/11/18 03:18 (UTC)"Oh, but I'm fine." He answered, blinking. "Really. I can look after myself."
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21/11/18 03:29 (UTC)"Look...you're not imposing upon Noctis and the others. Friends - real friends - don't count that as imposing. Ever. He wants to help in any way possible. So does Ignis, and even Gladio a little. And besides...I personally know how badly it can be if you try and take care of yourself right after surgery. So, let them help you, just this once..."
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21/11/18 03:34 (UTC)Prompto rubbed the back of his neck nervously.
"I know. I mean...I guess, but they don't need this. I can handle it. Honest. I look after myself all the time." He waved his hand. "I don't want them to hate me too because I wanted too much."
He'd been hearing it for awhile, that he was too needy, he wanted too much, more than anyone could reasonably give him, or so his parents said. He had to keep his friends at a certain distance. Smile, be the guy they loved and that was it. He didn't want to burden them.
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21/11/18 03:56 (UTC)But to hear it from Prompto, who seems to have been raised with that kind of thinking? It just makes something inside Cor just...break. Again. Because that kind of treatment is not correct, based on how Clarus and Regis raised their kids...and based on Cor's own childhood, even with poor working-class parents.
"...It's not." His voice is quiet at first, but it slowly grows as he continues. "What you want...it's what every child, every person wants from their loved ones. Unconditional love and support, a helping hand in hard times, event the occasional covering of expenses and caretaking during times of illness... That's not too much to ask for. That's normal. Whoever's been telling you that are a bunch of heartless assholes."
He takes a deep breath. "And there's no way Noctis would hate you for wanting him to help look after you while you're recovering. If he did, he wouldn't have bothered coming her in the first damn place, much less be anxiously waiting to see you." Cor can almost imagine Noctis pacing the floor in the waiting room, or sitting impatiently in the chair trying to focus on whatever mobile game he's currently obsessed with.
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21/11/18 04:04 (UTC)He shook his head. "I-I'm sure they tried to love me. At some point."
Prompto wasn't exactly sure when everything got turned upside down, but it did. It was his fault, he'd been told so.
"But there's something wrong with me." He said in a rush. "I don't really know what a-and I'm not normal!" He was tempted to prove it, but he didn't know what would happen.
"So that stuff is just...not for me. But it's okay! Really! I'm used to it." He was trying his best to convince Cor he was fine. "I know Noct likes me, likes hanging out with me but..."
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21/11/18 04:16 (UTC)He then sighs and thinks for a moment. "Take Noctis, for example. Even if you ignore his rank, there's the fact that he's partially made up of pure magic. It runs in his blood, one of only two lines in all of Eos, and it's very likely that his kids will be the same way. Ignis is one of the brightest youths I've ever known, but he had to give up most of his childhood to dedicate himself to Noctis and Lucis, to an extent. Gladio spent most of his life training to become a living Shield, a breathing war machine should he need to go into battle alongside his charge."
He pauses. "...and I started my career as a child soldier, just because I happen to be damn good with a blade and had a poor family to support. None of us are normal...and that's okay. Whatever makes you different from most folks, or even us...there's nothing wrong about it."
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21/11/18 04:21 (UTC)He covered his sweatband with his other hand, another layer of hiding what was there.
"And I'm..." He paused, and lowered his voice as though Cor didn't know. "A Niff."
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21/11/18 04:25 (UTC)And then reaches over and one-arm hugs him. "Just because you were born outside of Insomnia, or had biological family that came from outside of Lucis... It doesn't make you any less of a Lucian to me. And I'm pretty sure that the others would feel that way too." Because if they do, Cor will rip them a new one.
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21/11/18 04:29 (UTC)"I don't know...where I came from. I don't know anything." He confessed.
"Noct never asked. I wondered if he knew if they'd make me leave him alone but I don't want to. I like him."
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21/11/18 04:35 (UTC)Okay, so maybe Cor sounds more like a father than a mentor right now. But either he's unaware of that in the moment, or he simply doesn't care.
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22/11/18 17:09 (UTC)"I don't...I mean..." Prompto looked flustered. "Why? Everyone else seems to care."
It wasn't just his parents, after all.
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23/11/18 02:18 (UTC)"Because your heritage doesn't determine who you are. People could make all the fuss about it and claim that it does, but it doesn't. That's like rich people thinking that they're better than all the poor people, just because they got all the money; it's just a shitty point of view."
Cor then, finally, unwraps his arm from the lad. "There's also the fact that you're a good kid. You have a good heart, and you're dedicated and loyal. And I honestly don't care if you really were born in Niflheim; you're the kind of kid worth helping and looking out for."
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25/11/18 04:26 (UTC)He hid his face in his hands, nodding a little bit.
"Y-Yeah, I mean, Noct doesn't care but.."
Everyone else seemed to. He'd grown up hearing every slur in the book from ordinary people who thought it was okay. He was used to it.
"It's kind of amazing."
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25/11/18 06:30 (UTC)"It is, yeah. It's not every day that you get to be taken care of by a good friend, so I strongly recommend that you enjoy it." He rises to his feet as there's a nervous knock at the door...and a familiar young male voice calling for Cor.
"Ah, speaking of that friend...let's not keep him waiting any longer."
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27/11/18 21:02 (UTC)The moment that he was cleared, he went home, so he wasn't a bother on Ignis and Noctis.
He was still going to have to avoid training for a few more weeks while he recovered, but he didn't need to be watched over anymore. His parents were kind of mad as it was, that he'd cost them that money.
Since he couldn't go to training he was just hanging out at home.
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27/11/18 21:29 (UTC)Even if Regis had pointed out over drinks that Cor acted more like a parent than a mentor. Which is ridiculous, because Cor doesn't see himself as great father material.
Still, he does need to check up on the lad - jist to make sure they're not giving the kid hell. So he digs up the address on Prompto's public files and drives himself over there. He even brings over some convenience store meals as a peace offering, in case the parents happen to be home a little early.
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2/12/18 13:33 (UTC)Prompto was on the phone, pacing a little in his anxiety as he listened to his mom lecture him, when the knock at the door sounds.
"Mom I gotta-" He tried to cut in and winced at her reaction.
He padded over to the door, a little pale an strung out, but Noctis had seen him looking worse a couple of days before when he insisted on going back and he blinked because it was not his friend.
He held up his phone and beckoned Cor in, only slightly embarrassed about the state of his place. He was not Noctis, he wasn't normally terribly messy, but it was a little dusty. He had a couple of dishes in the sink and his school books were strewn on a coffee table, in front of a TV that was on and the couch was covered in a blanket nest.
"Yeah, mom, I know he's the prince, it's just-" He winced as she cut in again. "He likes me. We're friends." He frowned.
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2/12/18 16:28 (UTC)Still, he gestures to the bags of food, and then points to the kitchen to indicate where he's going for the moment. The living room setup doesn't bother him - he's seen Worse from the few times Cor himself had to check up Noctis at the latter's apartment. The dishes in the sink, though, makes him a little more concerned, even as he sets the food down on the kitchen counter. Did his mother call him mid-chore...?
Best to listen in on the conversation, just in case.
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2/12/18 16:37 (UTC)"I don't. I know...I..yeah, he knows I'm a Niff. I don't think he cares mom." Prompto rolled his eyes, and moved to pace back and forth.
"Someone is at-no I'm not interrupting."
He was quiet a few moments. "Yeah. I know you don't want the Citadel calling." He grimaced. "I'm sure he is mad but I couldn't help it."
Another long pause. "Mom, I've been thinking I might want to be a Crownsguard someday."
He flinched a bit at the reaction. "I'm sure if Noct wanted me to be I could-"
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2/12/18 16:51 (UTC)Prompto's wish to join the Crownsguard, though, does make Cor stand up a little straighter - and, oddly enough, create a small yet blooming warmth of pride. The older man could see the blonde as a worthy Crownsguard member someday. Hell, he just needs to walk the lad thru the official paperwork for apprenticeship as soon as he turns 16, and they could just continue training together for the next couple of years.
If Prompto glances over at Cor, he will see the slightly-softer look of approval on his face.
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2/12/18 17:01 (UTC)He exhaled in light frustration, catching Cor's eye. "Um, I'll be a few more minutes, sorry."
Off the living room was the hallway, with two open doors, one a bedroom and one a bathroom, and two closed doors, one probably a closet, the other his parents' room.
"Hi dad." He answered, resigned. "No, I'm not bothering the prince anymore." He blinked. "I don't think I forgot the heating bill, I was in hospital so I..."
"I'm not trying to cause a problem for you. Yeah, I'll do it today."
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2/12/18 17:16 (UTC)Still, as soon as Prompto seems engrossed in talking to his father, Cor is going to slip quietly down the hallway to peer into each bedroom. Maybr even crack open the closet door to see what might be hidden inside. Just how well off are the Argentums, compared to their adopted kid?
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2/12/18 17:26 (UTC)The closet held extra blankets and a few towels, as well as bulk purchased shampoo, conditioner and soap, and a small basket of laundry detergent, fabric softener and some change meant for the laundromat.
The bathroom was more messy, his toothbrush on the counter, a damp towel on the floor from his shower that morning. He hadn't been expecting company at all. It too was relatively neat, just it looked like Prompto was using it.
The bedroom looked like a hotel room. A large bed, made with firm tucked hospital corners, a lingering scent of dust in the air. The closet in there didn't even contain any clothes. There were pictures in there, a few of the happy couple and none of their son. They hadn't been there in a long time. No one had been.
In the living room, after a bit more bantering back and forth, Prompto hung up. He wasn't worried about following Cor, but he was bewildered by the meals.
"You didn't have to bring me anything." He called. "Sorry about the mess too, it's...I wasn't expecting you and I just...I was lying down for awhile. Wasn't feeling that great and then you know how it is." He was babbling nervously.
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